Terribly busy by J

Yesterday was busy studying History. Today we had our History 1 and 2...and...English 2! It's so pathetic, I don't know what i really wrote in my History paper. It was such a rubbish. Paper 1 was a mess, some questions were not in our syllabus~

What teacher really want? Want us to study the old syllabus too? Oh gosh~ I am real sad now because I did not revise earlier and was fooling around

I was so sleppy in school today, can't even memorise any facts into my head. *can't get out of my head, please..NO*

Today is busy again...busy of what? REST of course.. because Maths subject no need to read. *woo~syoknya*... I have to sleep for 10 hours tonight!

Tomorrow will be busy again...Moral is on Thursday..NILAI NILAI NILAI...Have to memorise them~

My trial exam will end at 3.40 p.m on Thursay (10.09.08)

good luck everyone!

(gimmie an A now)

STOP by K

will stop blogging for the moment because of SPM trials and i don't have the mood to blog..

a lot of post coming up soon..

 photos of Merdeka Day..

X-murnians..

Group Study..

Trials..

Sick..

BEST WISHES

THE ONLY ONE by K

grandpa came back from Johor..

dad and stepmum brought me out for dinner..

grandpa talked to me..

dad and stepmum did not mention anything..

so have to pretend nothing happend..

i have to show my fake emotions..

fake smile, fake personality but yet i can't bluff my stepmum cos she knews all my face colour..

i'm quiet for all time when i'm with them.. i seldom smile and i just starring..

she've found out that i'm unhappy and finally the one and only family members talked to me..

but i just expressed my feelings till half and i've tried my best to keep all my tears..

i did it.. i didn't shed a drop of tear in front of her tonight.. =)

and one and only one who cheer me up was my baby.. 

he called just now and chat with me for some time though he's have serious sore throat which really made me worry..

he still joke with his sexy voice.. =O

i'm glad to have him in my life..

since i'm grounded and can't help baby in PWTC  (i really wish i could help.. sigh) so i thought of having group study with both of my bessies tomorrow but mone can't make it.. so left june.. 

FAMILY by K

dad, stepsis and stepmum

=)

i just knew actually u guys take me as a bad girl for quite some time..

dad, y u need to pretend in front of me?

i always wanna be de best and be a good daughter in ur heart but i just realised i didn't make it..

then i'll pass this responsible to stepsis....? i got no idea..

no wonder u didn't talk to me nowadays..

i'm heartache whenever u said harsh words about me in front of grandma and stepmum but in front of me u act like nothing..

if grandma didn't leak out then u gonna hide it forever?

if u don't like what i'm doing now y don't just directly tell me?

scare i'll commit suicide like last time again? sorry to tell u that I'LL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN..

after that incident, i hope i can put down what u guys always hope on me but i know i can't..

i don't wanna hear from others what u talked bout me..

i want u to tell me all by u urself.. i listen to every words that u've said.. i obey everything u said except forgiving mum for what she've done in the past..

i thought stepmum creating stories to ruined our relation so i don't believe her words but now i believe everything she've said..

SATURDAY PLAN by K

i gonna sleep after writing this plan cause i'm not feeling so well..

so here issit..

7am-9am: driving lesson 4

10am-12pm: account tuition

12pm-4pm: group study 

that's all for now.. ciaoz.. bye..

HAPPY BUT SAD TOO by K

guess what..

at last the friendship matter has solved..

i'm much more relieved than days before..

i'm happy that these 2 "jie jie" became better..

thank god..

i'm not like a spongebob who squeezing tight until i'm breathless anymore..

still f'''king sad cos of the family.. from this week onwards.. i felt like i'm alone in the hse..

none of the family members talk to me.. gosh.. so sick.. like today, once i'm home not long then i "kena" shoot from grandma for small matter.. i'm so numb.. i take her words as rubbish.. i got no more feeling on this family.. i'm tired..

and what happened today... as babe said, the SSS grandma.. (fuiyoh) 

i'm damn sleepy d de la.. then i thought after the papers i can back home and sleep then start engine at night.. seems like the plan doesn't works cos of 69 years old, Mrs. Mano, the head of SSS.. (thank you!!! =.=") annoying with those words.. nag nag nag.. nag d still don allow us to go back.. (what the heck) so damn dulan at that time.. u hire a guy for how many hundreds ringgit to give us the motivational talk but when i'm in the hall, u told me that guy was the R.E.A.L. consultant.. gosh.. u're telling lies to us, Mrs. Mano.. thought we still small huh? save la.. and i thought u said we can stay at a place and study if we don wanna attend? but end up what? want Mr. Yu come and scold us up.. so f'''king fake la.. just wasting our precious time.. what's de point of the talk? "CHARACTER" duh.. every1 knows that la ok.. i don't give a damn care on how many As' i gonna get now.. cos i'll prove myself with success in the future.. now is just de beginning.. i'll success step by step.. not forcing myself to the max like an insane person.. who cares.. As' so what huh? just a SPM cert..

SSS grandma by J

Today we had our EST papers! Well, the exam ended at 12.00, so most of the students planned to went back after that. The story ended I went home by Jaren's car sitting with 3 guys behind. (thanks Jaren for droppin me infront of my house)...

Our so call best principal don't allow us to go back by not signing out slips...wtf...

You know what the heck happened? She lectured us pulak. Apa ni? She craps a lot that can't enter into my head. *get outta my head*

My good mama came to fetch me but she went back...wtf...anyway sorry mama for keep you wait for the durian runtuh!

Mrs.Mano was the one to blame. Waste our precious time. Waste the fuel. Waste our energy standing. Waste our money most important de lo.(talking like a singaporean)..wtf..

However have to thanks her too right? for offerin us a great motivation talk. (arigato lo)

So I am now at my comfortable room listening to musics, but Mano's face still stick to my mind. I remember you called my name "Yuen June"...wtf