THE ONLY ONE by K

grandpa came back from Johor..

dad and stepmum brought me out for dinner..

grandpa talked to me..

dad and stepmum did not mention anything..

so have to pretend nothing happend..

i have to show my fake emotions..

fake smile, fake personality but yet i can't bluff my stepmum cos she knews all my face colour..

i'm quiet for all time when i'm with them.. i seldom smile and i just starring..

she've found out that i'm unhappy and finally the one and only family members talked to me..

but i just expressed my feelings till half and i've tried my best to keep all my tears..

i did it.. i didn't shed a drop of tear in front of her tonight.. =)

and one and only one who cheer me up was my baby.. 

he called just now and chat with me for some time though he's have serious sore throat which really made me worry..

he still joke with his sexy voice.. =O

i'm glad to have him in my life..

since i'm grounded and can't help baby in PWTC  (i really wish i could help.. sigh) so i thought of having group study with both of my bessies tomorrow but mone can't make it.. so left june..