I MISS by K

Honestly, i'm not in the right mood now..

I don't know why.. Mayb cause of my hormone? Who knows..

Mayb i miss my dear too much? I bet it..

Well, what to do.. I can't always by his side everyday..

Yesterday night drove down to Sg. Wang to fetch my baby boy and overnight but the car broke down..

And it finally operates after 2 hours which made baby fucking dulan..

Scary but i knew it was the pressure that he's having now that made me not in the mood..

Back home still remain silence and his housemates scare of him too i think..

I misunderstand something which i jus knew this afternoon..

Just ended up our night with silence and without talking to each other..

Till this morning.. He woke up early and do some of his work..

U see.. Off day also have to work a bit.. Can't fully relax.. Phone that rang non-stop..

But he still chill and give his smile to me..

I really feel that i'm the luckiest one in the world for having such a good guy with me..

Thank God..

We went to Sg. Wang for brunch and went to Bukit Bintang for message..

Baby got his eye treatment and i got my ear candling and ear cleansing..

After that we went back to Sg. Wang again.. for? I forgotten..

Then walked to Pavilion for movie.. Has been a long long time we didn't watch movie together..

We got our couple sit and watched this:

it made me suffer for one and half hour.. this movie really freaks me off.. but baby loves it.. what to do.. have to la.. lols.. see.. i so sayang him.. ^^

can't have dinner with him.. can't be on time to pasar malam with F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 

i'm really freak out.. 

I MISS JL AND F.R.I.E.N.D.S 

HULALA by K

6 DOWN, 4 more to go! =)

At last the compulsary subject already over, now left the elective subjects..

P. Moral for today.. 

I managed to memorize as usual but i don't know why i'll just deleted them all when i'm in the hall.. =.=" Mayb i'm too nervous but i managed to remember most of them.. 

GOD blessed me.. 

Yesterday i got my Science paper..

My Science paper end at 12.30pm but i came out early.. 

I search for my car key.. Guess what.. I left my car key at Mee Kuan's car..

So she have to drive all the way from Serdang to school again..

Thanks and paiseh la, Chen Mee Kuan.. lols..

Reached home around 1pm and on9 for a while..

Then about 4pm, i get ready and pack my things..

Headed to Jusco, Taman Maluri to take my Princess Jolin's new album which is so limited in Malaysia due to Malaysia's EMI bankrup so the kind boss from SPEEDY went to HK to buy only 5 pieces of the album and bring it to Malaysia which cost RM 119 instead of RM 50.. =.="

Don't think so is worth cause i saw from other forum, they have calendar, poster and cards.. 

But what can i do.. Malaysia don't have Jolin's album so have to buy this.. This is the only way..

Once i got the album, one for myself and one for babe, then i headed to Sg. Wang to meet baby and we back home together.. 

Cause i overnight at his place.. Luckily while waiting him, i managed to memorize 20 moral values in the car cause i really no heart to study in baby's place.. 

Has been weeks i never see him.. Obviously i miss him.. =)

Yesterday was the 1st night of sleeping so early since months ago.. We slept at 11.20pm..

He snore once he lies on the bed so i have to force myself to sleep la.. =.="

I woke up for several times.. 6am, 6.30am, 7.50am, 9am and finally 10am+, i officially wake up from my tight sleep..

But i'm still tired.. 

Get ready fetch baby to Sg. Wang cause i'll be passing there too and off back to school.. 

Luckily i didn't lost in the middle of nowhere and managed to reach school on time.. 

I saw Bea in Mee Kuan's car studying.. So i park beside her car and join Bea inside the car..

Wait time to pass and sit for the exam..  

Back home immediately after exam.. Too sleepy and tired..

CHU NING~

MOVE ON by K

After resting for 3 days.. 

I have to continue my examination.. 

Luckily on Saturday i managed to understand every chapter and ready for this.. =)

But i left experiment and some bio facts haven't memorize.. 

A word for myself: Lazy..

Don't worry.. I'll memorize it later.. ^^

I STILL MISS IVY LEE'S VOICE.. I STILL REPEATING HER EVERY VIDEO CLIPS IN XING GUANG 3 EVERYDAY.. SUCH A WASTED TALENT.. R.I.P. IVY

HAPPY by K

I'm not clever in expressing my own feelings except when i'm really crazy..

Is really hard for me to express the real feelings from my face..

Don't ask why cause i also want to know why..

But in words, is more easy for me to express.. =)

I'm happy that i'm back with my baby now.. Yeah!

15 days of breaking up really torture me a lot..

Alcohol doesn't help at all cause it just relieved u for some moment..

Crying cause u dehydration..

I've been hiding all my negative feelings all these days..

Friends concern really make me feel like they're the best..

I've been trying so hard to stop thinking bout negative things.. 

But now, get rid of these things and continue our stories again..

He made me laugh as before.. Still same as before.. 

I can see things still remain the same as before..

Am i right, dear?

Finally i can fully focus on my exams and don't need to guess so much..

Thick mask get off from me now!!

SOUL by K

Soul, at last u're back

Soul, at last i found back u

Soul, be with me forever

Soul, u let me be back myself

Soul, u let me took off the thick mask

Soul, u let me awake from bad dreams

Soul, don't ever leave again

Soul, don't lost again

Soul, don't be weak again

 

p.s. i lost my soul but i found back my soul

带我走-楊丞琳

每次我總 一個人走
交叉路口 自己生活
這次你卻說帶我走
某個角落 就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後
計算的步伐每個背影
每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

每次我總 獨自遠走
抱著緘默 不皺眉頭
這次你卻說一起走
彼此溫柔 從此以後

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後
計算的步伐每個背影
每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

白馬溜過 漆黑盡頭
潮汐襲來 浪花顫動
凝在海岸結成了墨 Oh~

薔薇朝向 草原氣球
郵差傳來 一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打著脈搏~

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

帶我走 就算我的愛
你的自由 都將成為泡沫
帶我走~

No matter how far you wanna go, please bring me along.. 

Don't leave me alone.. 

I need you..

U're the only one that no one can replace.. 

Let me find back my soul that had lost after u're not here..

U're not alone..

GRADUATION DAY by K

14/11/2008 was the day..

The Form 5 student's graduation day.. 

Slept at 3am and woke up at 6am.. 

Supposed to have breakfast with F.R.I.E.N.D.S. but MK late i think cause she gonna fetch June from Ampang and Bea..

I have to fetch Set and Ray whereas Karen drive..

So Set, Ray and I had breakfast near my hse area.. Then back to Set's hse to print something.. =.="

We have to reach at 7.30am but we reached at 8am.. Luckily we're still on time..

When we reached there, every1's lining up to take their robe and everything..

There were photography section too..

Wearing the robe and square-shaped mortarboards made me feel like i'm a big big girl but i just started my journey of life..

I did cried a lil when we shouted, We Love You, Teachers! in the dark hall which no one will notice.. Touched.. They're the best.. They gave us knowledge and never give up on us..

We will never know this till the last day.. 

Let the pictures tell everything:

Photography section

Ray and Karen signing up for their robe and mortarboard

Students are wearing up

Poser

Bell with huge robe

Weng Xiu and I

Faye and I

Hary and I

Jaynes and I

Fishy and I

Set and I

Me, Kor Shin, Ann Gee

Bell and I

Camwhore

Kar Lin (top 5 student) and I

Audrey (top 1 student) and I

Darling K and I

Babe and I

Mee Kuan and I

Kwoon Kew, Puan Safarina (class teacher) and I

Cheng Ann (most royal who has been together with Kor Shin 4 years) and I

Ray and I

Suh Chin and I

Jiunn Huah, Min Yee, Me, Stephanie and Yvonne (all from pure science except me)

Puan Abby (sej teacher) and I

Me, Puan Maimunah (my moral teacher) and Cik Umi

MR.YING( MY IDOL TEACHER!!!! My form 3 science teacher) and I

Mr. Yeong (counseling teacher) and I

Mr. Karim (our strict discipline teacher. everyone scare of him but he's humour also) and I

Mr. Aaron Chin (my science teacher, he's funny and a good advisor) and I
lighting up candles and getting ready for going in the dark hall

Kit Siang (KS elephant) and I

Hall of Character

Me, Fishy and Faye

I'm GRADUATE
flowers from Daddy.. Thanks dad!

Grandma and I

Daddy, Megan and I

Grace and I
We're showing off flowers =)

Pn. Siti Ramah (She's cool and always polite.. my form 3 sej teacher) and I

Mrs. Olive Beverly Tan (She's rock and fun! our new principle) and I

Mrs. Mano (She's cool.. The headmistress for our school) and I

Showing off again and again
Aww~ Mee Kuan's lovely flowers and bears bears

The boys
Kor Shin and I

Kor Shin, Me and Ann Gee

Programme

After the graduation ceremony, then we headed to McD for take away and headed to Ray's hse.. We sing and sing.. Until we're tired..

Bea and MK went back early whereas Ray wanna sleep so babe, Karen and I headed to Taman Len Sen to have dinner..

Finally i post up this long post..