MOTIVATOR by K

everyone has their own motivator to move on..

A motivator to encourage you to do something and will build up confident in you.

I'll tell u who's my motivator..

here she is.

i just realised that i stopped at a point and not moving on now.

she's a good role model. u will know when u watch this:

Just need more time

One and lonely

Let's dance

Impossible is possible

Never give up

=JOLIN

these already in her heart and she's doing it well.. 

i watch this whenever i feel uneasy, down, lack of confident or as a motivator..

this album helped me a lot.. some people may don't like her cause she not good enough..

but i tell you, she a very hardworking artist..

this is the reason why i love her so much.. so don't ask y i love her..

i watched it again just now because i felt i'm lost..

i stand in the middle of the road which may lead to death soon..

is a good thing for not giving myself stress because i'm enjoying my life but also a bad thing because i stand at nowhere.. 

honestly, i'm scared.. no more confident because i dropped a lot of marks for my studies..

i'm a very good listener and listen to everyone's problem..

at that time, i'll force to be tougher than them because i don't wanna be like them..

i tried to convince them and also myself..

i admit sometimes i do tired with forcing myself to be tough..

i wish i can be weak and take care by others but it is not possible if i don't stand up..

yea, i love to hide my negative feelings..

i hide my anger by smiling at the ppl who made me angry

i hide my jealousy by joking and laughing around

i hide my unhappiness by hanging out with friends

i hide my emotional feelings by shouting at ppl

i hide my confusing feelings by pretending don't care

that's me.. the new Wong Choy Yee that already changed to this way for 8 months..

ppl always see me as a strong and tough one.

so i'm tough and strong? or I'm a weak one?

 

sometimes beautiful face need to rest..