I CHANGED? YEA by K

i've been getting a lot of complaints that i changed..
the answer? yea.. i changed..
"choy yee, y u dropped ur results?" most of the ppl have been asking this question (even the teachers).. i'll tell u why..
cause i don't wanna give myself pressure on my trials.. i just wanna rest for a while..
don't worry, i'm not giving up.. i'm aiming..
i've put my academic aside but now i'll put it back to the 1st and put the rest aside..
thanx for caring.. i didn't realised that u guys noticed my change that much.. i appreciate.. =)
i know i shall work hard for my future now and i will..
of course i got a lot of supports from u guys.. i'm happy for that..
has been a long time no ppl say this to me..
"I'll support u, girl.."
but i got these words from 2 frens today..
i'll keep going on..

as Mr. Chin said, FOR OURSELVES NOT OTHERS

-U'RE GIVING ME POWER-

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bout today..

i'm the only girl in class cause only 9 from 5 G and 2 from 5 C..

nth much bout today..

no tips for sejarah and she's lame..

we studied for B.M., Commerce and Science class..

Mr. Chin got a lil bit of (anger?) today..

he (scolded) us (in a nice way though a bit harsh)..

but is for our own good..

thanx for woke me up at least a lil..

i appreciate his every words..

but i have to say this..

mankind is always selfish..

we always make ourselves perfect before we make others perfect..

from the outer, we always see people easy but we never think do they really easy? or they got this with a difficult way?

in Seri Suria or any other private school, the teachers always said that the students are rich and envy bout us..

but for me, i don't think so.. i admit, we're using our parents money.. some of them want what then they'll get what tomorrow..

some are really rich but some are just medium or financial problems but their parents still wanna send their children to a good school..

we used our parents money but we got more difficulties and rough roads to go through to earn money with our both hands than the poor one because we're lucky enough and we don't know what is difficulties..

mayb we're not appreciating for what we have now but we'll taste the bitterness one day..