OVER? by K

trials gonna over soon..

seems like everyone starting to relax now..

but for me.. it is not over but still a struggling time for me..

i got 2 days of holidays but seems like i can't have a proper rest..

i don't wanna be a busy person anymore..

i wanna chill and settle down everything..

and seems like everyone is living at their own world..

i feel like i wanna sleep for a week without waking up now..

i'm tired till the max.. not only physical but also mentally..

family look high up on me but i don't wanna give myself pressure anymore..

i don't bother and care anything cause i'm restless..

everyday i'm avoiding from thinking the things that is complicated..

i pretend much too but this is the only way to not let myself down or sad..

i'm trying to satisfy my heart now..

laugh, smile, cared were the only medicine..

i heard this from a friend.. "no one will understands the feelings that we felt.."

and that's truly true.. 

I MISS U TOO!!!