FREEDOM AND PEACE FROM FAMILY by K

most trusted and respected person always hurt me lots because i care too much..

i'm down at the moment because of daddy's words..

i don't mind if the whole world doesn't understands me but not him..

but some people understands me more than him..

y can't he stand at my position? 

"for ur own good".. funny.. for my own good then don't give me pressure and let me plan my future la.. don't think u just giving the "golden money" is enough.. 

"play too much, go out too much" =.=" pls la.. i go out for that 2 or 3 hours also kenot? except for some days..

i really don't know what to say.. too many words for him..

i gonna fight back him if it reached my limits.. 

u wanna grounded me? save la.. the legs and hands are mine..

u can lock me up? i don't think so.. 

i don't mind being a bad girl in daddy's heart anymore because i gonna live in my own world..

daddy no more longer my respected person..

i started look down on u.. 

for mummy, stepmum and grandma.. they really lovesssssss to gossip each other.. end up i'm the middle person.. i really angry and dulan.. think i'm a balloon.. once "bo song" then blow wind into me.. so innocent.. gossip gossip gossip.. not tired one merh? i'm tired..

can't u guys just shut up and give me peace? i really hate 3 of u sometimes..

but i most hate my mum but yet i have to pretend that i'm nth.. (so fake)

don't ask y.. 

SPM then SPM la.. so what? i don't give a damn care on it..

i really fade up.. 

NEED PEACE AND FREEDOM! god damn it..